頹與充實

忙而充實的日子，竟更覺頹癈。

向來重時守諾。這天竟讓預定的聚會取消，袖手旁觀的看著事情發生，像與己無關。白白讓小圓空等了一場。

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讀一首歌：

《Wish》

嘆息刻畫時間，漫漫長夜途中，每每想起，便反覆夢見你，擁抱孤獨，儘管希求永遠，卻不斷感受到剎那，藍色的心情，鑲在時間裡，連回答都沒有。

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聽一首歌：

There's a door here, but it will not break
There's a stone there, but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait
And the lies there, the scent of it, just too much

So should you,
Sow it once and make it grow, the sweet clematis
Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold
Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence
Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?
Dreams of what is real

There's a breath here, but it will not break
There's a face there, but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name
And the stain is the color of red through red

And thus,
You cannot cry, confuse the lies, try to remember
When you rise, you take your steps with a strong desire
Time goes by, a breath it comes, like something given
Why oh why, why have these nightmares not long expired
The real is but a dream

From now on,
Should it grow and open full, the sweet clematis
Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more
Precious life, this life, just once, it comes just one time
Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you

Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer
When I stand I know I'll never be down again
Nothing that I need now, once it comes just one time
Somehow, somehow, someone, ah

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